anthony there is not a day that goes by that i dont think of you!!!!! you are always in my thoughts and memories everyday! i wanna wish you a happy easter to pass to ur family!i love you kid and will spread the joy of your life to everyone!! i was at therapy last nite and couldt stop thinking of you. i feel most people forgot you and i promise i never will ever!!! you are a best friend of mine ad have changed my life forever! if it wasnt for you i would be in worse places now. if it wasnt for your death i would have never made it where i am today and for that i thank you forever from my heart to yours buddy. i love you kid!!! like no other!! you will always be my wu brotha number #1!!!!! and if you havent heard yet ryan had the most beautiful baby boy named kaiden gage matthew bell! i hope you watch over him and give him the strength to survive in this cruel world! i love you man forever and always!!!! matty c